is this thing on?

Woah. I haven't been here for a long time. A long long time. What the heck was I even talking about for all those years? I might come back to this, I'm not sure. I literally do not need a single extra thing to do. In fact, I've been actively trying to do a lot less lately.

The last year and a half has been a completely unpredictable (and at times nauseating) ride. Maybe I should start talking? I feel almost as if I'm not welcome here anymore, like this blog and these posts aren't even written by me. When I read through some of what I've posted in the past few years I have a hard time not rolling my eyes at myself.

Anyways. I might stay. This might be a thing. I don't know. Don't get excited or anything.

But hi.